I hate to sound ungrateful, because I really am grateful for all I have; a beautiful home, great husband, great kids, my dogs, etc; but I have been feeling blue lately.
I can't seem to shake this feeling of regret about moving! Maybe it's normal to feel that way after selling our home of 13 years and moving to a "new" town? I thought the transition would be easier- Grant and I both grew up here and lived in the area for a long time, so it's not like we were moving to unfamiliar territory. I guess maybe I had built my expectations up too much. I thought I would see my friends more often - I've only seen them 2 or 3 times since we moved here in November (we bought this house in February). I thought I'd have better luck finding a job. All we seem to be doing is spending more and more money on this house!
But the worst part is that Travis is not happy here- and that breaks my heart.
All the time I spent missing Pedro and complaining about Canyon Country...now I miss it!
Oh well, that's me...never satisfied!
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